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I smell like roses, sometimes
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Gender:
Female
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About me:
I am the only child in this house
I was raised in a brain washed christian home
I believe that we just die and our bodies turn into the earth
My dad touched my sexually when I was very young I cant remember much but I remember thinking I did something wrong
I was abused growing up physically and mentally by a drunk ass hole, the guy that brought me into this hell hole, he would make me hide in my closet and cry and he'd kick the doors and stuff and yell , My mom would come in and try to push him away, The dick dragged me around, pushed me, slapped me. Once up stairs I was dragged to my room
I dont know why my mom didnt take me away from such a horrible person
I dont like either of them
I was not alowed to speak my mind, I was suppose to do what I was tolded and was not suppose to think
I was not suppose to have my own emotions
The dick that brought me into this world is a drunk stupid dick
I made mistakes with drugs and drinking
I drove around when I was so fucked up I didnt know what was going on
I had sex with my X * he was my boyfriend at the time* for drugs
I had sex with my best guy friend, I was so fucked up
I said things to my close friends that I can never erase
I used to hit my X when we where on drugs, and he'd hit me back
I used to live in a discusting place that smelled like dirty bong water and fast food
I had everything that I ever wanted materialistically clothes, shoes, make up, money anything
I didnt have a family
I could buy a family
I had lots of friends a few used me for my clothes and shoes
I thought all I would ever have fake friends and a bunch of worthless crap
I had my parents put my dog to sleep because I wanted a puppy
ANTI- GOVERNMENT will be heard!
Im anti- government & I wish I lived in a place where I could survive on my own, Make my own home, catch my own food, protect myself. I dont believe woman should be scared of men or getting raped but to protect our selfs, Its human nature. When children are young they are very aggressive I think thats survival, they're small they are protecting themselves. The government makes them turn into sissy's. Thats not how I wish live. Not in this brainwashed, gated box, I also call a city. Its not natural. Businessmen, teachers, lawyers, carpenters, the very minds we are trying to save. You dont have to break your back making $$ money isnt important, love and happyness are. You buy something and for that week that month, thoses 2 months your happy then its over, its not as important anymore. Its all useless crap to me. I want children the furture to know they dont have to live in fear thats I know the government want. I know laws are to scare people of life. I know they want us to think we can live with out them. So we can make them money as they do nothing. We die for them they send us to steal lives of inocent people, and they sit back and watch. And enjoy there lives as we the people work hard for nothing. A retirement that we can enjoy for only the last years of our lives, because we had broke our backs working for them our whole lives? I dont want to live in this country, I love the land, But I know there is prettier land that doesnt have gates to keep people locked up in. War is steeling, from other countrys. And giving them a undeserved US* fucking* A welcome. I want the furture to know more then what people say living in American is about.
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Interests:
I like talking to cool people that are them selves,And bebating our beliefs, I like dirt bikes I want a metalic blue street bike. skateboarding,I like sports and extreme sports,I like to win, playing the drums, I like playing video games, I want a chocolate lab, I like hugging and giving butterfly kisses, I will travel the world, I had a dog that was a high bread wolf
*** I wouldn't want all these materialistic things if I didnt like in this part of a materilistic world, But what else is there to do when you live in a box, aka the city, I would be happer in the wild, hunt for myself and survive for myself***
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Favorite Bands:
I like punk bands I like older punk(that are about Anti government, and speak the harsh truth) & rap bands that are from other countrys. I also like some rock. But I love Punk when I listen to it my mind is truly free
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