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the blade that cuts me
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Gender:
Male
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Location:
USA
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About me:
I AM ...
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Augie (Augie Doggy to some)
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Lighthearted or Frostbitten,
Depending how you rub me,
*I'm not a genie, fuckers!* ;D
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IN LOVE, none of that fake crap
Read up if you don't believe me...
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Straight
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Born on December 6th, 1988
Care to see my birth certificate!?
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17, if you are so curious ?_?
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From Santa Cruz, California
Living in Aptos
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Spaniard & Irish (very little)
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A kiddo at heart,
Gentleman at pure soul
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The kind to keep it real
Thinking positive and see good in others
Noticing flaws and I'll hold it against your ill-will
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Supporter of the Dark Arts,
Extinguisher of the White Light
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Hemophobic not Homophobic
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Not an asshole, just open-minded
Have a problem?
Take the stick out of your ass
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Addicted to the dreaded block button,
So be nice and I will do the same *deal*
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A bullshitter. Yes, I love sarcasm.
Necromantic, dear god not necrophilic
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Not a fanatic, I'm appreciative
Proud, not ignorant
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A dreamer and a visioner,
Yes I can be both if I want
Explorative and individualistic,
Never settling for limitation
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Lastly, not done talking about myself..
So thanks for at least getting this far
Everything I say and do has meaning and carrys on its own significance.
Little may you know that I do take things serious, never literal.
To narrow it down:
My life is a chimerical reality,
Achieving what is lost
Bringing forth the truth,
And ridding impurity
♥__Somethi ng Real
FIRST OFF!!!, I am taken and happily in love with the one I want to be with for the rest of my life. Understand that no one can change my mind or come in-between us. It's an undying passion and such a great joy, that will never snuff out for anybody. This is the best thing going for me, so if you can respect this thank you muchly, but I HATE it when OTHER people say "I-LOVE-YOU!!" or "omg marry me". I am not sorry that I can't promise you anything. I found the one just for me. That's how it'll be, forever. Please remember - through your heartbreaks and the painful moments in your life "Remember your spirit. Though it may be dull, your heart is stainless."
Once Upon Atrocity
I am a hermit, meaning I stay home and kickback in solitude. I love it and hate going outdoors. This is why you?ll see me on here a lot; I DO have a life and I enjoy it at it's Calm and being untainted by drama, still valuing it through thick and thin. My life is consistantly renovating through emotion and outside influences. Thus I have a lot to say whether you like it or not. I procrastinate with things, but I am responsible enough to complete my tasks. I don?t go to an actual classroom because I feel the need to teach myself lessons and morality nonetheless. I?m not stupid or naive, I catch on quick and tend not to overlook anything in my life.
Later on I'll be taking buisness classes, and psycology on the side, so I can open a tattoo/piercing place or something of that sort. I'll make it possible even though I have slight doubts in my paths I have chosen, and I dare not to look back - I am also highly considering becoming a journalist and/or an author for my book , "Exiled Son & His Hell" , which is comming along very slowly. Its secrets are bound to me and only myself, and plan on not spreading its significance to inept whelps.
I'm terribly shy at times and can't help it, but I have high equilibrium (this is the only time I may ever open up. So enjoy it while you can). I say what's on my mind, even though I?m such a dork. I don't like to be with a lot of people. Either with one person or nobody at all; nor share my true feelings for those who don?t earn it, and I don?t mean trust, I?m just VERY picky with friends. I tend to myself a lot through mental-confinement so I can learn from my mistakes and never return to low levels again.
Also, I have nothing to prove or show off, because I want to be torn away from bullshit scenes kids have created. Though labels are inevitable to some, I AM (AND YOU) participating in a site that revolves around; and I quote ?dedicated to gothic industrial culture?*bleh!* I'm not into what kind of clothes you wear or what sub-culture you affiliate yourself to, whatever covers your back and gives you that security in contentment, so its all good no matter what you wear or do. In my opinion clothes doesn't build character, you just dress as a target if you tell the world. Label me [whatever]. It just shows how you are being fed immaturity from filthy tablecloths; with NO open eyes, NO open ears, or even a brain. People are so inclined to be "for" or "against", I'm inclined to not care. You undergo an impression based on stupidity, so I can understand when it comes to seeing yourself as an individual in your own town and act like the cool black sheep, but on this site we have the same faces, to most, and are just accounts with egos. I'd like to meet eye to eye with everybody else, but most of the time I feel ill knowing that people think alike. I'd like to join your world, but I'm barely creating my own for the better. So humor me with your pity and show me what you are truely worth.
This is "My Light & Your Darkness"
So many things left unsaid for those who arn't brave. There isn't a single title for you to name your life. As soon as we are born, the first thing we learn is to walk on eggshells - making us one step closer to insanity and to the edge of our demise. If there is one side to a story, there happens to be an infinate amount of outputs. I soon dream to walk on glass and peer through its jaded strength. Fuck biters, I hate them all! They can shove it with the crook of mercy, containing only a fraction of the insane. The expectations of life depend upon diligence; the mechanic that would perfect his work must first sharpen his tools. Rusty minds and brittle souls collaberate in scavenged dreams, as you search for nothing and die on your knees. Stare into broken mirrors and scattered stars to terrorize the world around you. All hope fly away; no sacramental possession resides in safety of the afterworld. And a battle of a martyr trait is forever irate.. fear and wonder; drown in it, I won't.
Final Words: I don't fall for cheap cybernetic vouyristic acts of empathy or small attempts of a religious splash of words you can bestow at my feet; it's only wading pool, full of childrens laughter and sparkling sunshine and bright pictures of pretty fish and piss-warmed water. It's best to accept things for what they are and not question it..bullshit..for the most part your tale goes untold and forgotten; as this is dream that never fades.
Sometimes I wish I said this first,
"I'm a million different things. Not one you know"
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Interests:
anything and everyone...the world and peoples stupidity..i adore it!
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Favorite Bands:
Death metal...Hardcore rock..classic rock..industrial...techno...rave
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