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Adura Draka
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Gender:
Female
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Location:
USA
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About me:
I Write!!!
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Poems I wrote
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Lies
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You said you will never lie to me.
You said friends forever.
You also said you would never steal
Love from me.
But guess what?
You lied.
You lied to me about him.
You lied about being friends forever.
You also lied about never to steal
Love from me.
Because you almost did.
And it brought hell between him and I.
You kept tellin' me him and I are ment
For each other.
Yet, you go behind my back to steal him
Away from me.
But, it didn't work.
So you drop us both.
But here's my promise to you.
I won't forget, no lie about.
When we shall meet again you'll be
Impressed by me, but, then...
You are gonna leave in pain.
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Way of Love
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You say you don't love her.
You say you don't love him.
But in both of your eyes you
Love each other.
You both try to deny it for
My sake.
Do not.
Don't let me stand in the
Way of Love.
I know this before you both
Did.
And I believe God told me so.
Maybe I am God's person to make
People happy.
Which I don't mind.
So now I must stand aside, and
Let you two come together.'
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Life
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Life.
What is that point of it?
To make mammals suffer?
To let God have an eternity
Of soap operas?
That He creates?
I have seen no use in life.
Juse a waste.
Because nothin' but hell has
Been put upon me.
A life I would happily give up.
So far I have found no purpose
In life.
Like a waste in time.
So what is the point of life?
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Trust
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I put my trust in you.
My heart, my soul and
My mind were given to
You.
For I loved you with
All.
You were my life and
Still are.
My mind tells me you
Betrayed me.
When the one night you
Went to her house.
I told you I trusted you,
Yet something told me
That you would break that
Trust.
I ignored that warning
Knowing that you would
Not betray me.
But you were quiet when I
Talked to you.
You stopped saying 'I love you',
Or 'Love ya'.
It is just now 'bye' or 'lata'
Is this a sign?
I hope it is not.
But my mind races the thoughts
Through my head and my best
Friend tells me my feelings are
Right about you betraying me.
The tears flow down my face as
I can not believe that this
Might be true.
The hearaches and I feel like
Dying.
I pray to God to tell me I am
Wrong and am being foolish.
But when I don't get my calls
Returned, those thoughts and
Feelings become stronger.
I try my best to ignore them but
The tears will not stop falling.
I feel betrayed.
I just wanna die.
You are my life and I never want to
Lose you.
But how can I trust you if you betrayed
Me?
Again?
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Standing Alone
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The cold wind blows hard
Against my bare skinned
Face.
My muscles tighten as I
Am frozen to the ground.
The wind continues to
Slam it's cold breath
Onto me.
The shivers run over my
Body as I stand alone
In the cold.
Your strong arms no longer
Come to warm me.
Your sweet kisses don't
Accompony me no more.
For you are no longer
There for me.
So I stand alone in the
Cold strong wind.
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Winter Moon
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I sit outside and look
Up at the stars.
They gaze out across
The dark sky.
The moon shines brightly
As it watches the stars
And world below.
It lights the path to
Walk upon.
The soft gentle winter
Breeze swirls around
Me as it sends the
Familiar chill through
Me.
But then I feel your arms
Wrap around me and the
Breeze turns to warmth.
The moon shines brighter
As you hold me close.
You kiss the top of my head
And press your body closer
To mine.
I rub your arms and smile
As I rest my head on your
Chest closing my eyes
Slightly.
This is perfect, I think.
Nothing can destry this
Moment...
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Wild Stallions
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The sound of the waves
Crashing upon the rocks
Reminds me when their
Bodies meet.
The roaring sound of
The waves reacalls the
Deadly battle calls that
They cried.
The formation of the
Waves as they sweel up
Reminds me how they puff
Up their chests.
Seeing the ocean takes me
Back to those wild stallions
Dancing with one another.
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True Love
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My body trembles at
Your touch, my blood
Runs faster and my
Breathing is quickened
As your hand runs over
My body, my heart pounds.
I fear you will hear it.
When you kiss me upon my
Lips my heart races and my
Body feels light.
I look into your eyes wonderin'
If they tell the truth when
You say, "I love you."
This feels like True Love,
But is it True Love?
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Trying No More
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I try to please you.
All you do is shun me
Away.
I do nothing but try
To make you happy.
But all you do is look
Down upon me.
I try my hardest in
School to excel.
All you do is tell me
I can't do shit right.
I tell you what I want
For my future, all you
Do is shake your head
In disappointment.
You describe me as a
Fuck up.
So I believe you.
And the tears fall for
I can not do right for
You.
But now I am tired of t
Trying for you.
You do nothing but put
Me down and not support
Me.
So I will no longer
Support you or even respect
You.
I only will if you start to
Respect me.
The only person I am gonna
Try for is myself.
No more for you, Dad.
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No Easy Love
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When they tell you life
Will be hard,
Listen to them.
When they say school is
Important,
Listen to them.
When they say Love won't
Be easy...
Listen...carefully .
Because love is not easy.
It is tough.
And there is not just
Only one true love.
No, personally, there is
No such thing as True Love.
But remember, when they say
Love won't be easy...
Listen...very...ca refully.
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I Am Here
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It is a rought time for us
For we do not get to see
Each other as often as we
Would like.
But just remember, I am
Always there with you.
May not be a physical form
But with love it does not
Need to always be.
My love for you puts me
There with you by heart.
I wish I could physically
Always be there.
Soon I shall be free and
Able to see you every day.
Just hang in there with my
Love and it will come closer.
Just hang on. I am here for you.
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With You
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When I am with you I
Feel that everything
Is alright and nothing
Can go wrong.
You wrap your strong
Arms around me,
Securing me against
You.
I feel that I can not
Be harmed.
When I am with you I
Am full of happiness
To be there with you.
And every troubled
Thing slips away.
I never want to leave
You when I am around
You.
I hate it when the time
Comes to say, Goodnight.
But then I always hold
Onto those moments we
Shared together.
They keep me going and
Egar to see you again.
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Confusion
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I don't know what to do
Anymore.
I feel so isolated and
Alone.
Yet I am surrounded by
People.
The longing of something
I can not grab onto gets
Stronger as the time goes
By.
I try to shut it away but
It only gets worse.
The days start to run as
One.
As I slowly start to feel
Depressed.
Depressed of isolation.
Noone to turn to nor be
Around.
The old feelings come back.
Haunting me to pruse them
Into action once again.
I feel no one can help me.
Not even the Lord Himself.
And that frightens me.
All I can do is try to be
Stronger with each new day.
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Painful Promise
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The urges are stronger
And getting stronger by
The minute.
How I want to feel a
Different pain then
Emotional.
Emotional pain is boring.
Senseless.
I want to feel physical
Pain.
Pain I enflict upon
Myself.
But a promise is a promise.
Oh but how the cravings
Are strong.
They naw at my brain,
Hands, and knife.
To see the blood seep
Through the cut is
Enjoyable.
To feel the blood seeping
Through is delightful.
But a promise is a promise.
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Interests:
writing!!!
The Latest Terminologies
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America,
Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred
to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICAN S.
And furthermore...
HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT:
She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN."
She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE
INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY."
She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION."
She is not an "AIRHEAD" - She is "REALITY IMPAIRED."
She does not get "DRUNK" or "TIPSY" - She gets "CHEMICALLY
INCONVENIENCED."
She does not have "BREAST IMPLANTS" - She is "MEDICALLY ENHANCED."
She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE."
HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT:
He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN
STORAGE FACILITY."
He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN."
He does not "GET LOST ALL THE TIME" - He "INVESTIGATES ALTERNATIVE
DESTINATIONS"
He is not "BALDING" - He is in "FOLLICLE REGRESSION."
He is not a "CRADLE ROBBER" - He prefers "GENERATIONAL DIFFERENTIAL
RELATIONSHIPS."
He does not get "FALLING-DOWN DRUNK" - He becomes "ACCIDENTALLY
HORIZONTAL."
He does not act like a "TOTAL ASS" - He develops a case of
"RECTAL-CRANIAL INVERSION."
He is not a "MALE CHAUVINIST PIG" - He has "SWINE EMPATHY."
He is not afraid of "COMMITMENT" - He is "RELATIONSHIP CHALLENGED."
It's not his "CRACK" you see hanging out of his pants - It's "REAR
CLEAVAGE
What a kiss means!
Methods of l Love!
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kiss on the fore head=forever you will be mine
kiss on the ear=im horny
kiss on the cheek=we're friends
kiss on the hand=i adore you
kiss on the neck=we belong together
kiss on the shoulder=i want you
kiss on the lips=i love you or i want you
holding hands=we can learn to love each other
a wink=let get it on
slap on the ass=thats mine
plays w/ the ear=i cant live w/out u
holding on tight=dont let go
looking at each other eyes=dont let go
playing w/ hair on head=tell me u love me
arms around waist=i love u 2 much to let go
laughing while kissing=i am completley comfertable w/ u
--advice--
If your kissing someone, close your eyes, its rude to stare
If you were thinking of someone while reading this, you're deffinitly in love
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