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boredom is in my soul!!!
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Gender:
Female
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Location:
USA
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Age:
18
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About me:
I don't know.POKE.I have long brown hair and my eyes chang between green and blue.Everyone says im fun to be around but im not to sure.Im just me and don't try to impress anyone.So yeah.I suck at spelling so yeah.I wear boxers in gym instead of shorts which is funny .to me.LOL.OH yeah i think tattoos and piercings are the sexiest thing alive. I like this superstion.
If you sneeze on Monday, you sneeze for danger
Sneeze on Tuesday, kiss a stranger
Sneeze on Wenesday, sneeze for a letter
Sneeze on Thrusday, something better
Sneeze on a Friday, sneeze for sorrow
Sneeze on a Saturday, see your sweetheart tomorrow
Sneeze on Sunday, and the devil will have domination over you all week.
Heres another.
One for sorrow
Two for joy
Three for a letter
Four for a boy
Five for silver
Six for gold
Seven for a secret, never to be told.
You are a Homicidal Psychopath.
You: There are a lot of definitions for this one. Basically, you inadvertently drive people to insanity or death. You are probably somewhat nice. You will think that you are funny, interesting and intellectual, but your not. Lifes tough.
Your Other: Will most likely be somewhat insane and taking advantage of you. You dont care, though. You believe that youre destined to be with him/her forever, and ever, and ever Your kiss will be playful, somewhat short, and completely meaningless. What do you care, though. Its the best youll ever get.
Your weakness: Basically everything. Yes including that toaster.
Your animal: The penguin. Its hard to think of it as being the end result of millions of years of evolution.
Heres another poem:
Here comes the ugly one
Looking sad and wearing black
Those stupid fuc*ing preps all laugh
Because she looks so fat
Trying to ignore the comments
She walks, looking at the floor
Since she doesn't say a word
They shout more ugly words
The jocks throw their footballs at her
And the anorexic sluts just laugh
She's teased in science, she teased in p.e
She's even teased in math
Everyday, the same routine,
She runs into her room and cries
She thinks that no one cares
If she just curled up and died
Then one day after normal teasing,
She finally had enough
She couldn't handle all their teasing
And other stupid stuff
She grabbed some lipstick
and put it on her lips
She grabbed her long black skirt
And then started to rip
At the corner of her eye
She spotted a pointy blade
She slashed her wrists until
Her vision started to fade
Suddenly, she fell
Colapsing on a towel
The words carved in her wrists read,
Am I Pretty Now?
Poem:i hate it but i miss you so...."
As the rain is swiftly falling
Nothing can answer my calling
Life is getting harder
In the morning it's hard to find a starter
Alot of this does not make sense
For my heart is broken
because of the foul words that have been spoken
They made my love dissapear
as he left me alone,in fear
I miss him so...
and i hatd to have to let him go
he didn't listen to what i had to say
he just left me her and,i'm not okay
i hate that this has ended i hate things that go wrong
Because this has all gone on way too long
But to him i must say this:
"i hate that i miss you
I didn't want to let you go
i didn't want this to happen
i hate it but i miss you so...."
Peom:I've stopped trying
I've stopped trying to love,
i've stopped trying to hate,
i've stopped trying to live,
and trying to make my own fate.
I've stopped trying to cry,
I've stopped trying to feel,
I've stopped trying to make others feel useful,
on my emotional ferris wheels.
I've stopped trying to try,
i've completely given up,
and yet i still fell like I'm trying,
as if trying wasn't hard enough.
I've realized no matter what i do,
and no matter what i say,
in the end it will still feel like i've been trying,
until death takes my breath away...
Peom:Nowhere to run
Pressure of life
Boiling inside
About to overflow
Nowhere to hide
Wounds never healed
Memories taunt
Past becomes present
Old faces that haunt
Behind closed eyes
Visions of hell
Nowhere to run
No one to tell
Icy cold heart
Fragile mind
Blood so beautiful
Knife so kind
Deep dark red
Silently flowing
Life passes by
Constantly going
Sadness within
No joy found
Cries for help
Never a sound
Visions of death
Darkness overcomes
Misery surrounds
Nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide
Nowhere to run
No escape
Beautiful gun
Life held complete
Kind little gun
Bullet inside
Nowhere to run
Poem:
Looking at the reflection in the mirror
Wondering if anyone in this world would really care
Would anyone even miss her if she died?
Did anyone notice the times that she cried?
Her thoughts were cut off when the phone rang
She went over, picked it up, and asked for a name
Until she heard the voice on the other end
She could recognize the caller as her boyfriend
Suddenly she remembered that someone did care
She remembered that her boyfriend had always been there
How could she ever had forgotten him for awhile
The only boy who had ever made her smile
After they had said hello he began to speak
"I wanted you to know that Im leaving next week.
And I think that maybe we should end this forever
Because from now on we cant be together
After all, Im leaving theirs no other choice."
She tried to refuse but couldnt find her voice
Silently he hung up before she could say
Before she could say what she wanted to say
But inside her head was filler with screams
This was for real, not just a dream
She couldnt believe he left her sitting there
Now it was obvious that he didnt really care
Now it was obvious that nobody cared
Nobody could see how much she was scared
After all she was left alone in this world
And she was just a defenseless teen girl
Thinking fast, she ran through the room
Slammed the door open with a big BOOM
She ran into the kitchen, went into the drawer
Got the knife, went upstairs and closed the door
She dialed his number, and he picked up the phone
She screamed, "How could you leave me alone?!?!"
After a minute, she calmly spoke again
"I guess you were right this needs to end"
She wiped the salty tears all away
Then she said what she had called to say
"I dont know why you ever did this to me
I loved you but I guess you never loved me
Without you here theres no more reason to try
You kept me living, since youre gone, I will die."
And after she said that she hung up her phone
Leaving him on the other line alone
As fast as he could, he ran to his car
Cursing himself for letting it get this far
He had always loved her and so he tried
To wipe her tears whenever she cried
But he thought he was doing the right thing
By ending it before she could guess anything
After all he was going to leave town
And she could be free to date around
But the one thing he didnt know before then
Is that she could never love again
As he got to her house, he ran inside
Looking for her through the tears that hed cried
But he approached her room and looked in the door
And there she was, bleeding on the floor
From each of her wrists was a pool of dark red
And just by looking, you could tell she was dead
After awhile, he called 911
And he was found dead, with her and a gun
He had shot himself in the head
After he had found she was dead
But before he died, he left a note
And this is exactly what he wrote
"I thought I was doing what was right
But I guess I was wrong tonight
Now we will never be happy again
All because our love had to end
But still, I loved her more than it all
And thats why I couldnt watch her fall
Even though were dead, at least
We can be together in peace."
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Interests:
I don't know.POKE.Ill do anything at least once.Really don't have any.I like animals and music and hanging out with people.
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Favorite Bands:
I like seether,green day, metillica,godsmack,panic at the disco,All american rejects.And anything else i listen to,which i can't think of.Oh yeah Him and Linkin Park.
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