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| God, So Fucking Confused |
Hooked up with David.
Wtf.
fell for david.
Bigger WTF.
would of hooked up with david regardless of being just a hookup
but told i was more
felt like a stupid whiny chick when it hurt
like a bitch
to be called just a hookup, this sucks pretty fucking hard
then on my birthday
hooked up with my ex boyfriend.
don't remember shit
was so drunk and high
i didn't know what was happening
people are saying he took advantage of me, and that he's an ass
but i don't know.
sat on his lap, because he was warm and i wanted to sleep
next thing i know we're in a room on a bed
with him on top of me taking my shirt off while i was just want to go sleep
and then i wake up the next morning highly hungover in my bed
i guess i got sick though
and passed out
i NEVER throw up from alcohol
only whiskey
i had absolute mandarin
first time having it so maybe thats why
but i don't know... i still like David and i really really really want to know why. I hate feeling helpless and confused, and bigger shit has happened to me. This is like a fucking paper clip compared to my past so why am I getting so distressed at this small prospect? Maybe its because I'm finally getting attention from people as "more than a friend" and finally i got confident and started to be more outgoing in talking to people and such
and now i'm coming off as a slutty tease.
and this sucks
am i just passing over something with richie? he likes me more than he should
and i don't wanna hurt him
Blog Category: Romance and Relationships
Added on: 24/12/2007 14:45:26
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PunkMonkey |
Added: 26/12/2007 09:04:24
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| Hmm.... Interesting blog.... Reminds me of those pot smokin commercials on tv saying something about "I was so wasted", I don't remember what happened"... Anyway, you look like a really cute, possibly interesting girl. I wouldn't worry about the boys right now. At your age all they are interested is in about "hooking up" and about how far they can get with a girl, ya know build up experiences, something to brag about. Guys are Assholes, there's a reason everyone guy gets called one at least once. Not to say girls don't go through, or do the same things, it just comes off different... Anyway hope things get better and easier for ya! Merry Christmas! |
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