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Last night I had a dream probably taken for a nightmare for those of you who are still and will continue reading this.
I was skateboarding with a friend of mine and then I met this huge group of skaters and we all went skateboarding through streets and sidewalks and roads passing at high speed through random pedestrians.
We arrive at this bar and start drinking beer, suddenly I bump my shoulder against one of three aggressive animals commonly known as irrational people, they immediately threaten me and those with me with knifes and closed fists and thrusts. Those with me or perhaps just around me crawl back into the holes of fear they live in and I'm left alone.
Walking away is not a possibility for myself and my muscles and tongue were frozen, I couldn't speak or react. I grab a sharp item that was laying over some table so I could slash their throats to forestall any similar event towards myself.
Then I just seat there, walking away would make me feel like a coward but I couldn't do or say nothing about it, my muscles were frozen.
I felt like they were daunting me so I remained there to show them they couldn't frighten me by waiting for me to have some sort of reaction. I was dead mute feeling like an idiot.
Then I woke up.
My greatest fear is me not being able to react towards anything that abruptly happens to me or around me, hence the incessant tests I put myself through every day and my constant alertness and perception. In spite of me knowing it’s impossible, I quest to achieve absolute knowledge and experience.
Only reveal your weaknesses before overcoming them if you intend to do a test to yourself.
Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): Silence In Action
Added on: 06/11/2007 09:49:46
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