hullo.
so heres basiclly a proper entry for the first time in o'er a month. me and morgan r still going out, tho l8tly hes been buggin me a bit idk y. probly tha i luv u thing.
i mean, im sry i dont love him, but that doesnt mean i dont like him, and sometimes when he says it i feel like hes idk forcing it at me. which bugs me.
i ordered my class ring today i put omggwa on tha inside. idk my parent folk thot gettin one was a good idea so.....
my friend david's cousin shane started calling me and stuff (he lives in ohio) and i feelfor tha kid. hes like a few months older than me but he seems years younger, hes nvr been kissed or nething. neway, l8tly hes been thinkin about suicide, and i RLY stressed to him that it as a bad idea. i mean idk, hes not old enogh to throw his life away. idk. hopefully he'll come back here this summer and we'll get him his first kiss and take him to a concert. we'lll take him to northpark clubhouse with us and stuff. poor dude.
yarg. so neway l8tly ive been thinkin about boner, i still like him, and keep seeing him around tha northside. but like idk if hes tha kind of dude who would stay wit a chick who ddnt put out, or not cheat on her.
so neway, i guess im just confused about alot. im listening to ddr songs (mostly techno) on youtube. kinda lame.
urg. i've been excessivly tired lately, and been thinkin mayb im anemic. idk. i saw liz yesterday, she was dressed as a cowboy. kool even though i dont do halloween.
halloween sux and ruins tha month of october.
idk. morgan has to work tomorrow. blah.
~!NL?~
Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): get ready to rokk-freezepop
Current mood: discontent
Added on: 01/11/2007 19:20:37
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