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| Boredom, and annoyance... |
So… I’m not happy right now. Not that things aren’t for the moment fine, just a lot of superficial things bothering me… I guess it’s a kinda escape for me to worry about the little things that don’t really matter, just to forget about the bigger things that I really don’t want to have to deal with. I shouldn’t complain, but I just don’t feel well. Maybe I’m just getting to myself?
I think I may be realizing some things about myself, and about society, that I don’t think will really matter and I’ll probably forget sooner than later. For example, I don’t think I’m cut out for relationships…. I just don’t feel the drive and wanting to make things work, I don’t want to have to deal with all the bullshit that goes along with that, sure I want to be with someone, and I’m not the most social crayon in the box, so it’s not like things come easy for me. Who knows, I really don’t want to think about this, but it often occupies my time. Trying to figure out what it is that I want, and what makes me happy, all while trying to deal with feelings, and emotions. I’m just an ass…
Working on a weekend when there is no work to be done sucks…. I need another job. This one has it’s moments, but I just don’t think it fits me, not my personality, or my talents… Oh well…
Social Networks… lol…. I guess they just aren’t for me. I mean I like to meet new and interesting people, but damn these sites are so boring! Maybe it’s me? Not knowing how to be social, or social enough? Don’t think anyone really cares… I guess I don’t try hard enough on some things?
Fludgefernuffle?? ?. Anyways…. If anyone actually reads this rambling on of mine, I’d really appreciate a comment or at least an acknowledgement of some sort. Does any of this make sense? Does any of it mater? How are you doing today? What if anything did you have for Breakfast? Oh… If ya smoke what brand do you smoke? Ok, well thanks for listening… ?
Blog Category: Life
Current mood: discontent
Added on: 20/10/2007 16:34:09
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Locc Dawg |
Added: 21/10/2007 04:54:04
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| I also feel exactly the same way! i didnt think anyone else would be goin through this. It's like this society prevents people from having the time to find what makes themselves happy. Society promotes the idea that someone (specifically, the middle and lower classes) has to break their back for it, become a slave to it, to be considered a worthy human being. Working your entire life just to get by. There's no way around it. To work, you have to submit to society. To get ahead, you have to break your back and kiss a lot of ass. You dont work, you dont eat. This is the bane of the lower and middle class. |
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punkasstexan |
Added: 20/10/2007 22:02:48
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Dude I feel the same way. Relationships and the thought of having some girl inhabits my thoughts and occupies my time way more than I would wont it to. It is like a alcoholic then I think about having a relationship with any girl that I like I jest go over bored and all of my brain power is used for the fantasy. Well I don’t know if this will help but that is normal. You have to fined that makes you happy because you have a short time to live.
Hope this helps
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