so latley, my life has been both, good and bad. i know thats a horribly generlized statement and everything but its the most outright and honest way to put it.
i've been going to skool, alot. only missed 2 and one half days so far, plus im passing like everything except for algebra 2 because i cant find anything exciting about linear equations.
so in english we're reading Romeo and Juliet, and i cant really say anything except i find shakesphere to be the most amazing thing ever. his poetry is the best. the word play is clever and hilarious even in the face of one of the most tragic stories ever told. I've read him before but i truely appriciate it more this time.
i especially like the puns that Romeo makes on his way to Capulets party in the first act, concerning his depression. ill add quotes to my blog from it later.
so, i lost my bus pass for october on october the first whcih was in a nutshell (pun) balls.
today i dropped a jar of glaze in ceramics, getting orange yellow all over everything, the floor my pants and shirt, and some freshmans book bag.
the statue i am making however was not harmed and is turning out quite beautifly. it is a moon ands sun morphed together with a star hanging off of the point of the cresent moon, the face on the sun is quite regal, though not expertly done.
i missed morgan last week but cant help but feel im not good enough for him. not in the normal sense, its just that he seems like a person who falls in love easily and gives everything all their heart, and i would hate myself if i couldnt ever grow to feel as greatly for him, and i would hate myself if i ever hurt him. i felt something when we kissed about a week ago a spark deep in the core of myself, and i felt glad for i wanted to feel that way about him, and though he is not the best at it every kiss tastes of caring and is kind, and that makes me feel odd.
calvin hasnt talked to maggie much latley and im starting to wonder if they ought to have gotten back together.
i crave insense, russian music, and monster. Dim lighting, sleep and the smell of green apples. I crave a burning in my throat and a fire in my belly, and a yurning in my soul.
i dont feel like an insightful anilyzation tonight, i've begun to write my next entry on paper so it might be all the more awesome for everyone who reads these. though i wish that at least 2 or 3 people out of the 90 or so who read these would comment, it would mean alot.
oh and i acidently killed my cat. it was a dryer incident it was all my fault and it was HORRIBLE.
~!NL?~
Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): krilja-natilius pompilius and 30 minutes -TATU
Current mood: mixed up
Added on: 08/10/2007 18:35:02
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