so i've been trying to get to sleep since 11:30pm and im getting annoyed. i like to sleep, alot. and i just cant. i lay there and i want to move, but im tired and cant. and im cold so i put a blanket on but its smothering, so i ditch it. then the way im laying its right. and it feels like stuff is crawling on me, and then its like i've got all my hair in my face but i brushed it all back. and my stomache hurts. and im twitching. and i want to read and not read. and my mind wont work or shutdown.
then my sister calls me ofically waking me out of a mild state of almost semi sleep and her mumma interupts and she hasnt called me back. and the worst part is
she rly wants to get back on dope, she wants to feel the feeling of being high, and now that she said that i dont know if i'll ever be able to sleep.
i figure i mite as well keep this going i mean what else can i do i am bored and tired and unable to sleep.
im listening to the offspring on youtube, and picking at the dandriff in my hair, which needs redyed. right now its a rly crappy faded purple oh yip. my other is watching like golden girls or something on lifetime it has betty white in it i think. its ok i gues, but kinda random. i could watch it, but its odd to listen to it and the offspring at the same time. which has just turned into bush and the nanny. wtf is with these bad tv music combos? great now im watching a fly clean itself i am bored.
i was cleanign my room today which was somewhat intresting. i found a shitload of stuff i hadnt seen in ages, mostly old note books and drawings and notes from people i'd rather not remember.
i finished reading Crank to my one friend and am now reading her White Oleander. Im also in the process of reading her The Perks of Being a Wallflower. well im goign to end this seeing as i now have to go find a ziplock baggy for a huge bag of goldfish that my sister opened.
g'nite
~NL~
Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): random shit on youtube
Current mood: awake
Added on: 09/08/2007 00:18:07
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