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B O Y S . haha not really.
so yesterday night i was talking with a friend right & i got to a conclusion.
i wont date/make out/whatever with any guy for a while. im not the kind of girl who cant live without a guy. being with someone else doesnt mean that would bring you happiness. sometimes you get tired of being in a relationship & get stress & stuff. well at least i get stress & tired of that, sometimes. sometimes i prefer being alone than being with a guy. yesterday i analized myself & realized that im not ready to have a relationship now. for me you cant be in a relationship if you... still got frustrations with the last relationship you had or still feel something for someone else or got personal problems with yourself. Or yeah you can be in a relationship but you’d be like lying to yourself or woulndt really love that person. & I know why im saying this. If you’re not completely comfortable with yourself, you can’t be completely comfortable with someone else. & I realized Im not. Well indeed im comfortable with myself but not in all senses. & I don’t regret things anymore reason why I don’t got resentments from any of the relationships I had. Just the thought of what if… or what if I’d never did… or what if I’d had said… or what if idk what else fucking KILLS you. At least those kind of thoughts kill me. I don’t know why I keep writing haha sklfdjskldfjfsdlkjf fuck it.
I love life.
The end.
Blog Category: Romance and Relationships
Playing (Music): pursuit of happiness - TFS
Current mood: okay
Added on: 09/07/2007 20:59:09
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