Sometimes I wonder why i did it, it was just totally unnecessary,
especially since it separated us,
when you told me on the phone that you were over me and didnt want to see me anymore,
you said well we've got approximately 80 years left to live,
you said that maybe we'd get back together when we were 75, wrinkly and old,
you said you'd just never forget me,
you said that i would always be in your heart,
i was quiet, i didn't say anything,
and you asked me what the matter was,
i didn't answer, i just sat there all shook up by how fast reality comes back to you,
you told me we could be best friends,
we said goodbye,
and i cried, i cried and i cried even more,
for you, i never cried for anyone before,
the next time we met you were smiling,
but your heart was crying,
i could see it in your eyes,
i didn't bother to smile i couldn't,
now you have a new girlfriend,
i don't like her she is really a bitch,
one of those girls,
blond, annoying, fake,
nobody knows why he likes her,
sometimes i even doubt he does,
even when i meet him he gives me those really sad looks,
what if he was the love of my life ?
it feels like,
its almost been a year since we got together,
and half a year since we broke it.
i miss him with my whole body and soul,
if you see him will you tell him ?
Blog Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
Playing (Music): swing life away - dashboard confessional
Current mood: lonely
Added on: 24/05/2007 12:15:22
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