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i have been in a deep thought for alot of today. thinking about life.my life.ur life. any life on this damn planet. and sumthing occurred to me.all these ppl that come into this world then they die....its for nuthing really.sure they say some ppl r put here to bless others...but wut about those to be blessed y r they here? i mean all of us ppl go about living our little lives. sumtimes were nice to others sumtimes were not.the times when were not we all act like little fucks ungrateful for this life weve been put in.we take shit for granted...but i wonder would anything matter if there never were a world...or ppl...or this dude that sum of u believe in called god....if there never was anything.i mean wut the hell r we hear for in the first place?! to live a life...some live a life of happiness some of pain and grief...some with out a care in the world....some ppl r put in this world and then taken out by a tragic turn of events...ppl that die early in life....y were they here in the first place...to touch a special place in our hearts? well then y r we here? for nuthing? if there really is a powerful dude named god...then r we here just for his own amusment?like one of those reality tv shows?i mean as far as i kno im undecided in the is there a god shit. but as far as im concerned we live we die were 6 feet under....and thats the end...alot of ppl say im too young to get the concept of things....but really they mean im just too hard headed to believe wut they want me to believe. ok so....lemme try and asnswer my q....y r we put in this thing we call a world? to live a life....ok but y do we need to live a damn life were cool without it...i mean im glad to be here i guess but its like this u see a show on tv and really wanna watch it....but u have to to somewhere..so now ur all pissed cuz its something u really like...well if u never knew the show was on in the first place then u wouldnt be pissed off at having to leave cuz the show would be on and u didnt kno it.well if we had never been brought into this world in the first place would it even matter?! i mean were put in these lives we live them....some of us die of an overdose some of us r murdered.....they say r whole life path is thought out when were born by god.well they say our life is his plan and on his blueprints he knows what day when were little were gonna fall and scrape our knee.he knows when our first bf/gf wuill be he knos wut college well go to ...if we even go to one supposedly he knows our whole life plan.so that means he knos when those unlucky ppl r gonna get shot and murdered....or die in a fire...or...by cancer.well i say thats a goddamn waste if he knew we were gonna die anyway y did he put us on this earth?! we all kno that eventually were gonna die except for the occasional pothead who thinks hes immortal and also jesus(lol ud have to have been there to understand the pothead shit lol)so if were gonna die y the fuck r we even here its like false hope....im sorry everyone if this is too confuesing but i have tried my best to let out the shit ive been thinking.just becuz i think theres no point to a life doesnt mean i hate mine or its worthless....i am in my life now i dont know i am ...but ill keep it for now...im content with this life.its like wut i said earlier u found out about the show u like is coming on if u never knew it was on then u wouldnt be bothered...well if i never was put in this life then obviously i damnsure woodnt be bothered...but now im here and its like i think ill keep it even if theres no point to it.once again my deepest apologies if u didnt understand this....peace out for now my fellow life livers~mel~
Blog Category: Life
Watching (DVD/Video): the news ppl die...ppl fire other ppl...ppl gettin stoned....or raped...its sad really
Current mood: curious
Added on: 07/08/2006 15:15:20
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