Cant you see im dieing? (dieing on the inside)
hello peoples!!!!!! im board grrrrrrr......me and my mommy got in a fight the other day cuz i want to go to silverwood theme park with my bestest friend for her b-day my mom was saying i cant go cuz mine and my best friends friend sadie is going. my mom hates sadie cuz she has a mohawk. and dress punk/emo my mom was saying she is a freak and a truble maker even though she does not know her!!!!!!!!!!! she met her once ONLY ONCE AND JUDGED HER!!!!! i told my mom she must like me very much ether because i dress my punk/emo/gothic then sadie does! then my mom started saying how much of a freak i am and how im not gonna get anywere in life.....AHHHHHH sometimes i just wanna die!!!!!! she thinks sadie is the one how had me start cuteing (with out the e) but what she fails to relize is no one told me to cute (with out the e) i did it myself I AM NOT A FOLLOWER!!!!!!!!! sometimes i think all i have are my journals and poetry to understand me lol (WHAT THE HELL DID I JUST SAY!!!!!) sometimes i write things that dont even make sence to me. but anyways it seems everything in my life is spirling downwards! my cusin jumped off a train, my family thinks im a freak, IM NOT GOOD ENGF FOR MY PARENTS, im trying to stop cuteing(with out the e) but that fails, im getting sick agian (the docters dont know whats wronge with me O SO MANY TESTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS SSSS) my brother is bi-polar but i love him he rocks!!!! my beautiful emo friend moved, (DRAMA) DEPRESSION, and many things i do not wanna reveal on a blog. but i better go i gotta get on with my boaring life NOT. buh-bye.
Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): Him: Killing Lonelyness
Current mood: depressed
Added on: 26/07/2006 16:10:20
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