i hate people
(original written on 8-30-06)
I hate people. They fucking annoy the crap out of me. I'm not a very confident person. Even though I'm very good at making you believe that I am. But that doesn't mean you can belittle me. I do that to myself already. Last night at the reburning, John comes up to me yanks on my tie and says, "Who are you trying to be, Green Day?" I have to admit that really pissed me off. I'm not trying to anyone but my own fucking self. I love my tie. I would wear it everyday to school if I had the confidence to stand up to all the preps and the haters who insist on belittleing the fuck out of me just because I insist on being an individual. Even my own best friend belittles me at times. Probably not on purpose but she does. In her own little Pokey way she can really make me feel like crap. It really pissed me off when she called me a scenester on my birthday. I'm not a fucking scenester! I am me. Nothing more. Nothing less. I hate the way she calls me emo like it's a bad thing. And not to mention that I have not once called myself emo. I don't even dress emo. She says my personality is emo. um...okay. Oh, and when people do try to belittle me, I'm more likely to beat the fucking shit out of them than go cry about it or cut myself over it. I'm not a cutter. Sometimes I wonder why I call these people my friends. Sometimes I think I'm better off alone.
Blog Category: Blogging
Playing (Music): Fall Out Boy (cuz they r my favorite band n never fail 2 cheer me up)
Current mood: annoyed
Added on: 31/08/2006 13:11:53
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