Making arrangments.
hi,
well so far i really like PR.org. i like how its set up and so far everyone is nice, and understanding. the users i've talked to arent superfical and stuck in their ideas, they consider and try to understand everything i say, which i think is really fucking awesome.
Today was kind of a waste, my family decided to show of their dysfunctionality, and yell at me for everything. THen my mother screamed that, she'd been making arrangments for me to leave and live with my father or something. Frankly i'd leave in a second if it wasnt for my room. I dont know if theres anywhere i feel safer. I've never moved and i think it'd be like eternally sleeping at someone elses house. Idk.
I didnt go to the mall (a wasted day) which means i didnt get to play ddr :(. but it wasnt all bad, cept for getting hot sauce on a new shirt, i shouldnt wear white im so messy. im not esspecially looking forward to x-mas. i gave my bf a chain and i dont know if he liked it. Im paraniod.
merry X-mas
~NL~
Playing (Music): adams song- blink182
Current mood: anxious
Added on: 23/12/2006 16:51:04
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Hacking myself into a life?
hi, i suppose this is my first post. I think i mite stalk blogs a little too much, i have a MyO, a LJ, a Tagged and a blogsite thingy. However i didnt make this just to rant about how, i much i blog. i acctually am doing my longterm project on the history of the punk subculture, the revolution, its influences and what came of it. also its going to be about, what its like to be "punk" (i put this in quotations, becas using labels such as punk is tricky, becas punk itself cannot be labeled by outward apperances and so forth, perhaps not even music can limit, a label, becas they're so impersonal, you really have to use them lightly, which is why im so in love with the word indie becas not only is it extreamly fun to say, but it loosly means indivdual, however, punk is indeed, almost wholly about the music i rly must get back to my main point i will talk about this later) anyway, i am hoping to make it a video of sorts becas, frankly i would rather, record my voice, then almost pass out doing a power point. :) you see, im not some sort of senior, or something, this project is for CAS kids (center for advanced studies, or gifted kids, i honestly find it interesting that it is acctually special education) so i have to do one every year, from here on out, not that i mind. Anyway i have yet again veered of my train of thought. Im really, quite interested in getting into this project becas, frankly, i've had my share of people call me punk (which honestly i like being called more than goth, since i am not, not that i dislike goths, i am simply annoyed that everyone assumes the color black means goth, have they ever assumed its just practical, or slimming, or apealing to the person its on? I really do like the color, i dont know why, i just do, its simple, and it makes people, uncomfortable, which i suppose i find way to much joy in, that above almost all else would probably make me "punk") i do not mind being called punk and if i had to be label (which really is no choice now a days, really, when you say dont label me your being slightly unrealistic, if people didnt label themselves and others they'd be so overwhelmed with the chore of seeing everyone as an individual they'd break down and lose themsleves, besides ppl are going to label you, you might as well agree with it, and im not saying become a label im saying perhaps find a label and see if it fits you, change it to be you, its helpful, when doing internet searches, i suppose that bit was a joke, a bad joke but still a joke) i suppose i would call myself indie punk, and if i had to say there was a label of ppl, im not quite sure i could get along with it'd be preps, not that they're bad people, i just find that they dont like me and like to make derogative comments, also they apply labels to clothes, not personality. dont get me wrong a few of my friends are preppyish, you cant help someones nature. anyway as im getting off topic and only have 5 minutes left of skool, i think im just going to say that if anyone can refrence a good site, or book, or movie, that mite help my project please contact me, even if you just think i'll like it, im always for good suggestions on music.
~NL~
Reading (Books): MARS (manga)
Current mood: weird
Added on: 19/12/2006 12:05:48
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