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i like this...
I’m sitting here trying to figure out a way to be loved by people...
But all they see inside me is evil
but that’s not me, that’s a demon
something covering up everything I’m feeling
last night I heard a voice
telling me I had to make a choice
to either live and wait or die and rejoice
I chose to live and wait but there were consequences
my life wouldn’t change... the pain would still be endless
I guess my decision came from my disturbed senses
Because if it came from my heart, I would have said die
That way I wouldn’t have to cry every night
And I wouldn’t have to pray that the dark would transcend
And extinguish the light
but my soul isn’t bad, I’m just in a situation of terrible fright
I wish other people could see that
but they think I’m mentally ill
addicted to drugs and pills
but that’s not true
I’m an innocent girl with a free will
confused with a world of people who want to kill.
i found this poem searching for some poetry.. i like this... its good i reckon... anyway.. you dont like it? fuk ya!
Playing (Music): Korn - Coming undone
Current mood: 1
Added on: 03/10/2006 04:06:45
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Yeah, Fuck me! I wish you all could fuck me!
Death,.. so close, yet so far away.. bringing forth my own department from this earth has lingered my mind for so long,.. and i'll admit it.. ive tried taking my life once.. OD.. the past is always eating me up from the inside... it hard dealing with fukd up issues on your own...
FUK PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !! ok.. FUK some certain PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have alot of anger inside me,.. my family brings most of it out of me,.. a part of me cannot stand them.. they are seriously,.. a little twisted. oh well gotta live with them so what the heck!
Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): Obie Trice and Eminem - Shit hit the fan
Current mood: not sure...
Added on: 03/10/2006 03:57:55
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ARGH!! get this!... 4 computers.. 2laptops.. thats what is in this house... how many are connected to the internet right now???
ONLY FUKIN ONE!!!
and how many people live under this roof??
FUKIN SEVEN!!!
can you see any sense of normality in this?! its completly..well,.. fukd!
i get home from a mates house and i just wanna jump on the net,.. but its like you have to grab a ticket and get in line.. lucky for me being the eldest of the 5 kids.. i usually win over them... but sometimes,..
*where is the knife* haha,.. oh jezz
but anyway once i got on,.. i realised that i had made some well i guess,.. mates.. yay go me?! haha,..
sorta made me feel a little better anyway,..
oh well i am off once again...
Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): Green Day - Novacaine
Current mood: angry turn slightly happy haha...
Added on: 02/10/2006 05:29:05
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i guess im a "newbie"
well so im feeling like the new kid right now,.. navigating my way around,.. *(i would like some help!)* hehe... but anyway!! no idea what to say right now... just gunna cruise round and take a look i guess... !
Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): Eamon - Girl Act Right
Current mood: dorky
Added on: 01/10/2006 06:39:09
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