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  • Dear Viewers Of PunkRock..

    Dear Viewers Of PunkRock.




    I have come to the conclusion that most of you do not know me.



    Question is.



    Do you want to.



    In this.



    Another addition to my blog



    I have feelings.



    I must explain. To people who dont know me

    And

    People who do.



    There are a lot of things in this my life.

    That people do not know about.



    Would you like to know?



    I bet you would.



    Lately as I have been having feelings of.



    Hate.

    Anger.

    Annoyance.

    And

    Life.



    All of which. I have a different level of passion for.



    Certain people.

    Who know who they are.

    Will get what is coming to them.

    Wither it be me who does it.

    Or others.





    FRANKLY I DO NOT KNOW WHAT THIS IS ABOUT.



    But I must write it.



    Feelings like this.

    Feelings like mine.



    I bottle up.







    Not for much longer.





    For I am the girl.



    Whom people come to with their problems.



    I help them.



    And let my own problems eat away at me.



    I am.

    also.

    that girl.


    Who will remain lonely.



    the people i love.



    do not love me in return.




    the people i want.



    do not want me in return.



    I may have friends.



    But still.



    Alone.



    That flame.

    Has finally gone out.

    And is never to re-light again





    As I type.



    My mind races.



    Who do I trust.



    Random images.



    Random memories.



    Random people.





    I dont know what im doing.



    I dont know where im going.





    I dont know what I want.









    I wish I could end this.



    But cannot.





    All I wish.



    Is for me to be happy.

    Playing (Music): Bayside - Half A Lie
    Current mood: apathetic
    Added on: 05/07/2006 01:33:59

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