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i'm a complete music junkie!
i was on a gig, in tampere, and i spent the best night of my life screaming, singing and jumping while the craziest glamrockpop-group THE ARK played away the ceiling! (i don't know what i meant by that ) it was amazing and now i can't focus on anything except listening through the ark's songs and dreaming about new gigs to come. and ofcourse i've gone crazy over singing, i can't wait to get on stage myself! i want my band to start working!
Blog Category: Music
Playing (Music): The Ark - Kolla kolla
Current mood: cheerful
Added on: 31/10/2007 08:48:33
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kind of hopeful
i feel really messy inside right now. it's mostly family stuff...
my sister is complitely isolated, she doesn't even study anymore, she just lives with her weird boyfriend and doesn't react to text messages, phone calls or letters. it's horrible. when it was her birthday she told my brother to tell us to not to try and contact her anymore. and she doesn't contact her identital twin sister either, which must feel terrible for that other sister of mine.
and my parent's divorce isn't really moving anywhere. i still live with my father who is suddenly trying to be a "dad" to me - i can't help it, i can't trust him after all those years of drinking.
there is other stuff too, but that's what i had to get out of my system. thank god tomorrow i'm going to a great concert and will hopely draw energy out of that experience for a long time. i should be fine 'til chrismast. :)
Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): Anya Marina - Move you
Current mood: confused
Added on: 28/10/2007 15:40:30
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"Never expect to be sure"
oh i guess i'm just tired.... i feel funny. there's this side of me that's kind of angsty right now, but the other side is in the happy place of being tired - listening to music just makes my thoughts flow, the water i drink is nice and cold and i'm starting to regain confidence in my musical talents.
about those musical talents: they really don't want to show themselves while i'm at school and need to show what i can do. i think i'm a bit sick now and my throut hurts a lot, and i'm scared of singing because i can't do it properly and i might damage myself trying. thank god i have choir on thursday (i learn a lot in there) and on friday i have a group-singing-lesson . we are gonna learn about muscles! :D
to me punk is about being yourself - safety pins don't meet my taste anymore, i'm over the whole messy bum-look. my style is more free, casual and playful. and i love music and appriciate people who can make it.
still i feel that individualism and being rebellious in a good, productive way is for me. i want to stand out and do things in my own way, i want to learn things and use everything i know to live as much as i can and make this world a bit better place.
i'm having lots of dreams where in the middle of my eating i realize i'm eating meat and it's just horrible and makes me sick - still i sometimes miss meat. the idea of eating a dead animal is horrible, but sometimes i miss it. i used to love cheeseburgers....
Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): Metric - Police and the private
Current mood: indescribable
Added on: 02/10/2007 13:35:08
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We WILL find the courage!
i'm gonna see my beloved, currently favourite, band at here in finland, in tampere at 29th of october!! i have a BEAUTIFUL ticket right here in my hand! it cost so much (but nothing compared to muse, which i'm not gonna see *tear*)!
i'm gonna see the ark and the one and only OLA SALO. i saw them in ankkarock in august, it was the last week of my summer vacation, and that was one hell of a gig! since my internet started working again today, i went to youtube to see if there were any videos of that performance and ofcourse there were, and now i'm all ecstatic!
right before singing the gorgeus piece "it takes a fool to remain sane" ola salo talked about finding strenght in yourself and being exactly who you are (it made me almost cry). he said: "We will find the courage of being exactly what we are and doing our own thing in this life!"
and hearing him say that really makes it seem so easy.
Blog Category: Music
Playing (Music): the ark - tell me this night is over
Current mood: ecstatic
Added on: 27/09/2007 14:45:37
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