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yeah
yesterday i went to my school's party(it was in the middle of nowhere) and had an amazing time! i danced for hours and thanks to that i can now barely walk. i feel like my brain is sort of broken (i just woke up) and my legs are killing me.
i met some exchange students there. the other one (both cute boys from like south america) actually talked with me and later when i was dancing he came to tell me that his friend wanted my number. i wen to talk to his friend and asked him if he had really wanted my nmber and he claimed that he didn't understand my english.. : [
we had a concert with our choir today, in a church. half of our singers had a hangover and i kept on shaking the entire time. the last song was a really cheery gospel song with solo parts and it went really well even though my throat kept hurting.
next week i'm starting my drum-lessons :D this guy at my school agreed to teach me!
Blog Category: Parties and Nightlife
Playing (Music): system of a down - plastic jesus
Current mood: tired
Added on: 20/03/2008 10:17:01
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just school and music
i'm tired of doing so much school stuff but once i go to bed it'll be alright :) i think i might be getting sick but i don't really care. as long i'm not sick in april i'm happy (got a singing thing that month). now i'm just trying to get my school stuff done so i won't be kicked out of my classes :D
today at school we saw an amazing group, pauliina pohjalainen group, perform and it was freaking awesome! they were totally wild and i especially liked the crazy drummer! i don't listen to their kind of music but i like to hear them play live since they're such good musicians!
i asked a boy in my school to teach me to play drums and he said he'd do it (he didn't really seem to care about the teaching part, i guess he wants the few euros). woohoo i'm gonna learn how to play drums!! one dream will come true!
(i'm tired but in a happy way)
Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): some random j-rock
Current mood: good
Added on: 11/03/2008 13:33:55
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this night is over!!
summer is coming and i'm starting to wake up! i just looked at some finnish rock festivals' websites and i'm going crazy! i get to see so many unbelievable bands!!
i love summer. just chilling, eating ice-creaming, swimming, listening to bands, playing music and hanging out with friends.
okay it can get boring sometimes but that's my own problem. and i'll probably get some sort of summer job so my summer wont be all happy sunshine like i would love it to be.
but the summer festivals!! OH MY GOD I LOVE THEM!!
my brother is back from his long cruise (he was somewhere in india and japan and so on) and i got amazing stuff! i got an indian sari and some wood necklaces (one of them i think he bought from an american who had a job in afganistan and the necklace was from south afrika or something). pretty amazing still. i want to travel too, i want to see places and meet people...
i'm gonna do that. i'm still seventeen and have no income so it's not possible for me to wander around just yet. but soon.
Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): anya marina - move you
Current mood: cheerful
Added on: 09/03/2008 04:17:25
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"this time i will be listening" to crap, basically
right now i'm so tired it makes no sense. i already had a 4 hour nap which should cover it, but i think i'll go back to bed in a minute. i had my first real school day this week (been busy with the music production) and now i'm on a holiday. it just doesn't feel like it. everyone expects me to do something during my holiday, teachers think i'll be able to catch everyone up, my violin teacher thinks i'll be able to play every single fucking thing for my course (coming up in a month) and my singing teacher thinks i'll easily learn a new way of speaking. or she doesn't actually think it's easy, she just says it's the only way. when i talk i use way too many muscles and it's a real problem when you sing and you should have only the necessary muscles working and nothing more. i use my neck and my jaw when i speak. i should be able to use my lips and tongue and get the power from my fucking legs and stomach and back. i tell you, i almost fainted in my lesson today, i was just so tired my body started to shiver.
and i'm having mixed feelings about my crush. i'm always trying to make a contact with him which usually goes well. he has a habit of staring at me and being so shy it's frustrating. today i got so angry at him (no one noticed though, i just kept on drawing a hat to a person in my book at my economy class). such a wussie, if he likes me why can't he just talk to me or ask me out or something that would make things happen? perhaps i'm just imagining things and he doesn't stare at me, like me or treat any different from the others. it's very likely. but is my intuition so wrong? i usually can tell if someone's interested and they have a habit of coming to me about it - i've just never found those guys attractive, don't know what it is. this is my first real crush that i think has some potential, the guys is GREAT, but i'm just so tired of trying to chase him around. i think he has no clue i'm into him. or perhaps he doesn't like me. what the hell, i'm a mess.
Blog Category: Music
Playing (Music): paramore - my heart
Current mood: exhausted
Added on: 29/02/2008 13:47:38
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just wondering
i'm really tired and relieved since today was my school's music production's last performance and finaly my weird, hectic week is over. it was great, but i'm not gonna miss the small unisex dressing rooms, hours of practise, no food and the horrible amounts of make-up and hairspray - we were cats so we really had A LOT OF MAKE-UP. or i guess i might miss it. but i need to rest first.
so i have a huge crush. it's draining all my energy to come up with things to distract myself with. the music production was a great one and now i'm having my spring break and going to another city to visit my mother. thank god tomorrow is an actual school day so i get to see that person again. in a way i hate having this incredible desperate crush but on the other hand when i see him and talk with him i get so high it makes no sense.
i'm a little coward. i get terrified thinking about talking to him. still i'm gonna do it. we're sort of friends so it should be no big deal but it's still a big step for me. i'm finaly confident enough to make a move (YEA RIGHT). when we talk it's easy and awesome and we just CONNECT (i'm such a naive little creature and i love it) and i'm so sure that he likes me back. he's so shy it's frustrating but it just means that i have a new clear goal. I HAVE TO MAKE THIS THING HAPPEN.
god i'm tired.
Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): maj karma - luovuttanut enkeli
Current mood: tired
Added on: 28/02/2008 13:47:16
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