HAPPY
Call of the Kindred
Come to me, little mortal
I can bring you to heaven's portal
There'll be no sorrow, there'll be no pain
Feelings of joy will fill your brain
Come to me, sweet human thing
Give me your heart and I'll make it sing
Forget your fears, leave them behind
Forget the troubles of your kind
Come to me... yes, that's right
Now hold still, it's no good to fight
I'll take your blood, and leave you dying
Didn't you realise I could be lying?
well guess what! I must have been wrong about patrick and ethan cuz now i ain't w/ either one actually last nite mom let me go out w/ carlos this guy i been crushing on for about two years. well we had a really good time last nite. He asked me to be his and i agreed to it. we even had our 1st kiss it was so romantic it was up at the fountain. we were out until 10:33 last nite i thought mom would be mad but she wasn't she thinks he's good for me i sure hope so. so far so good and i don't feel redemptiion
Blog Category: Life
Current mood: cheerful
Added on: 22/05/2006 03:47:46
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Toxic_Lover_In_Pain
i'm feeling depressed last night i went to sleep crying...........don 't really know why but i think i might be in a bitchy mood..........I feel like shit and i'm in a great deal of pain @ the moment.. So i gave Patrick a note not a love note just a how you doing kind of thang. He seemed very delighted to get it i was of course glad. Hopefully he will write me back.......that'd be nice. He's so sweet but friends only i suppose for life until l8r if the lord permits...I suppose my bitchyass self will go now................. .................... .................... ......
Playing (Music): Broken
Current mood: bitchy
Added on: 19/05/2006 03:35:33
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Broken Heart in Solitude
Ok let me clue you in on the last 2 months. I broke up w/ bill went out w/Ethan 4 about a weeek!then realized that i love Patrick. Told Ethan I'd be with him soon. but right now all i think about Patrick. I don't know wat to do.I don't want to see Ethan sad he's so sweet and i love him now as a friend it takes time for a relationship and right now i want to take things slow.The thing that sucks is me and Patrick have a connection.We hung out last nite w/some of our pals from church but i didn't bring this up. I think its best i don't.Maybe just being friends will be great.I'm in tears and my heart broken, But god will lead me in the right direction. Life can't be perfect I can't have what i want or wat ive had. Its lost now i suppose.Though I wish it wasn't. But my feelings i don't think will change for patrick they will always remain the same. but i can deal w/it. If i could turn back time i would so that we had never broken up but things don't work like that. I just want to be alone for a while just to think about me not a relationship. i will get back with Ethan but i just got out of a relation ship with bill space is wat i need for a while.plus i always think its better to know a person well b4 you go out with them so this is a good time for Ethan and me to get to know each other better:) Cuz theres alot that he needs to know about me and probably alot i need to know about hm.but dont'ask how long b4 we get back together not sure yet but for now friends till the time comes theres no other guy @ this point me and patrick friends always and probably me and ethan more.
so catch ya l8r
girl_in_distress
Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): monstro by static x
Current mood: crazy
Added on: 18/05/2006 03:44:43
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Bored!!!!!!!!!!
I'm in 3rd block and it sucks im so effing bored right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !
Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): complicated Avril Lavigne
Current mood: aggravated
Added on: 17/05/2006 10:19:23
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