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Should i stay or should i go?
I've just been invited to leave this hell-hole of a town! Yay, right? I don't know anymore. All i've ever wanted was to leave this boring, unintresting place behind, along with everything that has been hauntng me for the past years of my existence, but, now, Im not so sure. I can't just pack up and leave, not with my mom being deppressed, my sister moving out, and my self inflicted rage. I don't know if leaving would be the right thing, because to me it feels like i'm running away not getting out. What to do.....
Reading (Books): Kissing Coffins
Current mood: confused
Added on: 16/03/2008 16:32:59
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Is it possible?
Is it possible to feel so empty even though your harboring so many untold secrets?
That you can't feel joy, sadness, anger, love, not even pain? That the confusion in yourself is so devastating is so out of controll you end up being a walking, talking zombie?
Reading (Books): Eclipse
Current mood: blank
Added on: 06/03/2008 20:35:31
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The way life's going.....
Wow, haven't written in a while, but the way stuffs going, i'm surprised to be even writing at all. Recap: Well, aperantly, my dad's been cheating on my mom and my mom's on the brink of sanity, my father is nowhere to be found, and I have to be the strong one so I can keep this "family" alive. My "friend" has stabbed me in the back one too many times in the last 24 hours and i'm on the verge of a melt down. My world is sucking to a certain point where you just wanna jump in the overly contaminated ocean and ask for a goodbye...
Playing (Music): Pathetically Poetic
Current mood: crappy
Added on: 29/02/2008 22:06:09
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D-day, i mean, v-day.
Valentines day, the day of romance. Whatever, can this even be considered a real holiday??? What are we celebratin anyway!?! Love, oh please, by the end of the day these couples will be no more, than what!?!
Well, my day couldn't have sucked more. At first, it was ok, you know, tons of free candy. Then we had to have that stupid dance. First, I was just being me, documenting my classmates, seeing teenagers in their natural habitat. Then, my idiot friend had to steal my camera and he's like "I won't give it to you until you dance" and of course, I didn't dance never do. So, I didn't and he got tired and just gave me my camera back looking let down.
Maybe it's my suspicion, but I think he had a bet to see that he could make me dance. I kinda felt bad, but I got over it, because he knows I don't dance. Maybe I should just tell him why...
Playing (Music): .....
Current mood: pensive
Added on: 14/02/2008 18:18:41
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Love? Gag me...
Agh! Everyones been through it, crushing(not literaly, metaphoricaly). I mean where does that word derive from anyway!?! Crushing, maybe like if you get to infatuated you'll get crushed? I don't know about you, but I hate it. The way when you see that one person and you feel all giddy and can't think straight. I especially hate it when your supposed friend finds out and tells HIM!!! I mean who does that anyway!?! I mean, out of the blue, "Haha, you like -----" and next your crush is looking at you all weird, especially if your crush is one of your BEST FRIENDS!!!! And it's even harder when everyone in the whole freakin' school keeps making fun of both of you!!! (Luckily, their just infering and not 100% sure!!!) I mean, what ever happened to the whole mind your own bussiness anyway!?! I'll tell you, the writers strike, that's what happened!!! And how do these two relate, well I'll tell you how, There is nothing intresting on TV so people have to find someway to get entartained, and how do they do it? By laughing at your awkwardness with your crush/friend. Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against the writers fighting for a decent living but could they have picked a worst time to start!?!
Playing (Music): That's your horoscope for today
Current mood: annoyed
Added on: 04/02/2008 20:15:57
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