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damnit
17 years of guilt and now.. i start to feel guilty for shit.. and now of all times.. when i have shit to lose.. this is just not fair.. why is it when i start to change how i am.. and become more of a person instead of a little shit like i was.. i now have to start to pay for all the fucking crap that i did when i was younger?? damnit!! this sucks
Playing (Music): my chemical Romance-im not ok
Added on: 27/03/2006 10:58:19
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saterday
ok so yes.. im sitting at kayla's right now.. and chris is sleeping kayla is sleeping.. and guess what... im not sleeping.. go figure.. its about 11:55 a.m. and im very very bored.. chris said that we could drive to Ada in a little while.. and im still waiting for that moment!! grr.. casey gets off of work at 2:00 p.m. and grr i want to be there when he gets off of work so i can see the fucker!! damnit!!! ok well im thinking about just going to wake the fuckers up no matter how craby they are.. yes maybe i should do that..
me and casey talked for a very long time last night.. it was very good.. we havent been able to talk much because its long distence and eather of us has a reliable calling card.. grr.. i dont remember how long we talked, but everyime i went up staairs for something, kayla's mom or chirs or kayla even would say "jeuss, your still on that damn phone! how much can you talk?" oh i hate the phone, but with casey i could talk forever and ever and ever and ever, we
Playing (Music): staind-outside
Added on: 25/03/2006 13:04:38
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Wayne Static Signature Guitar
Its beautiful!! i dont think that ive seen anything like it!! it is manginficent!! if i could say how great it was in a different langhuage then i think i would.. but i cant!!! so but wow.. its wonderful.. too bad its not mine.. it belongs to casey.. which is even greater!!!! i cant wait until he sees it!! i wonder what he will do!! wow.. wayne static you fucken rock man!!!
Playing (Music): Static-x- Im with stupid
Added on: 24/03/2006 09:05:52
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Being attacked by Martha Stewart!!!!!!!!!
Well yesterday was the well talked about Taste of Chaos concert.. which I didn?t get the pleasure of attending.. Tear... Instead my dad talked me in to going this Mops meeting thing.. it was at a church in a town close by.. but yeah whatever.. Mops stands for.. Mothers of Pre Schoolers... Yes well pre-schoolers and younger kids.. whatever.. well yes.. seeing me..anyone one would know that i wouldn?t fit in with a bunch of christen mothers.. they think my taste in music is going to send me to the underworld.. well anyways.. i didnt go there to be entertainment for those gossip loving women.. no i went for Rori.. i had to swallow my pride and do it for her.. it was an opportunity from her to play with kids her own age.. and to get out of the house.. well don?t we all need that? so yes ne ways.. she went with the kids and i went with the moms.. great fun man.. for starters.. they had to set the tables for us.. it was just me and 5 other 40 year old mothers.. ok well maybe they were in a
Playing (Music): Metallica-Unforgiven
Added on: 22/03/2006 08:25:26
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drama
Why is it that on one really can jsut be themselves? what is with this whole consten gaurd thing going on? and it sucks when you do open up to someone because they ask you to, and you decide to be trusting, just get stepped on, or your heart ripped out! you know what next time, jsut give me a five minute heads up and i will rip my own heart out, just to save you the trouble!!!! sounds good?!?! why the fuck should i open up to people.. i will just be the person that everyone things im already! so it dosent really matter what i think.. or what anyone things.. grr.. madness comes in pairs tough.. just wait and see.......
Playing (Music): Nirvana-smells like teen sprit
Added on: 21/03/2006 13:21:12
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