you don't want to read this *seriously*
Me+Bordness+bad feeling pills=not good
Something isn't right.....with me...
like im changing,
and im trying my hardest not to,
but i am...
now i feel like im just pretending to be me.
Im empty inside.
It's weird.
like i just wanna go curl in a nice warm bed and sleep....all day and all night...for the rest of my life.
but then i also have the hormones where im like....i wanna go out and have fun, and laugh till my stomach hurts and find a guy and hook up....
But nobodys good enough for me...
and im not good enough for anybody.....
I feel like my life is so empty,
yet so full,
and i have no true friends,
but all my friends have been true to me,
Like i have to put up a buffer...so people wont see the real me,
cause they wont like who i really am,
they wont like how serious i really am,
they wont like how deep i really am,
they wont like how smart i really am,
so i have to pretend....
idk i think im just rambling now
Playing (Music): idk something on Fuse
Current mood: thinking
Added on: 01/04/2006 10:41:12
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