God, So Fucking Confused
Hooked up with David.
Wtf.
fell for david.
Bigger WTF.
would of hooked up with david regardless of being just a hookup
but told i was more
felt like a stupid whiny chick when it hurt
like a bitch
to be called just a hookup, this sucks pretty fucking hard
then on my birthday
hooked up with my ex boyfriend.
don't remember shit
was so drunk and high
i didn't know what was happening
people are saying he took advantage of me, and that he's an ass
but i don't know.
sat on his lap, because he was warm and i wanted to sleep
next thing i know we're in a room on a bed
with him on top of me taking my shirt off while i was just want to go sleep
and then i wake up the next morning highly hungover in my bed
i guess i got sick though
and passed out
i NEVER throw up from alcohol
only whiskey
i had absolute mandarin
first time having it so maybe thats why
but i don't know... i still like David and i really really really want to know why. I hate feeling helpless and confused, and bigger shit has happened to me. This is like a fucking paper clip compared to my past so why am I getting so distressed at this small prospect? Maybe its because I'm finally getting attention from people as "more than a friend" and finally i got confident and started to be more outgoing in talking to people and such
and now i'm coming off as a slutty tease.
and this sucks
am i just passing over something with richie? he likes me more than he should
and i don't wanna hurt him
Blog Category: Romance and Relationships
Added on: 24/12/2007 14:45:26
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Dum Dum Dum...
Haha, I feel a tiny bit retarded writing this but what the hell. I might as well considering if this doesn't make me look like a retard something else will. Anyways. P2, saw that last night and um yeah. WTF. I don't know... Maybe it was the fact that we couldn't get chinese food afterward but it sucked. Just a bit. Damnit, now I want chinese food again.
Watching (DVD/Video): 28 days Later
Added on: 10/11/2007 06:30:54
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Bah Fucking Hum Bug
Society today is incredibly depressing. I can't even begin to describe how ashamed I am to call myself human. It seems as if we just get even more stupid as time passes by. I mean really, I'm tired of turning around and just seeing another Plastic Surgery Clone that I'm supposed to look like. I hate the media, but I'm infatuated with it. It's incredibly how you love something that you despise. It's pretty typical how messed up and how hard you have to think about something that should prove to be simple.
Playing (Music): The Distillers, Finger 11, Kotton Mouth Kings, Disturbed, Def Leppard, The Sex Pistols, & Bad Religi
Added on: 08/11/2007 16:36:12
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The End
yeah nobody will probably ever read this but i figure I'll post it anyway. New to this site and so far, I'm completely amazed. I hate feeling along when talking to people, or looked down upon because of my age, so hopefully I'll find some real straight through music fans like myself. I sound stupid, but I'm overly tired and I haven't taken my medication yet. Woo. Go me.
Blog Category: Blogging
Reading (Books): Born To Rock
Current mood: apathetic
Added on: 08/11/2007 08:40:18
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