Not Suicidal
I'd say about 1/3 of my life has either been depression, anger, or intoxication. 22 years. I don't know how much more I can take. I need something to take the edge off. Not medicine. I need an event, a mile-stone, a change. I'm supposed to spend spring break with my grandfather. I think I might go somewhere. Find something. Find someone. My home. Myself.
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Kiss Kiss Kill Kill
Ever get the feeling that noone understands what you're trying to say? So eventually the only thing left to do is agree with their interpretation to avoid further the irritation of the free thinking area of your brain. People keep giving me shit about only using 10% of your brain. You use all of your brain! Just not all at the same time. I've also never been more musically frustrated. My guitar playing is very sub-par, I've lyrical writers block, and despite what anyone else says, the new Horrorpops album and I feel so inferior. Long story short, I need a new drug.
Watching (DVD/Video): Comedy Central Presents Mitch Hedberg
Added on: 15/02/2008 23:05:00
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Get a Job
My club is at a stale. I'm watching a movie and it's explaining to me how things were in the early 80's. I now realize what I want to do with my life. Nothing. I give guitar lessons and it brings in about $350/month. Give it I can't do that for the rest of my life, I'm going to do nothing. There is no go to school, make good grades, graduate, get paid good, have a good family. FUCK! So what now? I'm in college. What the FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO DO NOW?
Blog Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
Watching (DVD/Video): American Hardcore
Current mood: stressed
Added on: 10/09/2007 18:34:00
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Name, Number, and email.
I'll get this shit underway for my club/venue/hangout asap. I'm finding out more and more each day that this shit is hard.
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What's so special?
What's so special about marriage? More power to the people who want to get married and do get married. But why should I have to do it? Why can't I just have a girlfriend my entire life? Wouldn't have to go through a divorce if things went sour. I think marriage is a social standard. Last time I checked, I had the middle finger sticking up at society. Fuck marriage!
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