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POEM#1
SHE WON'T LET ME
BY DAVID C.
i sit in my room
holding dad's .45,
savoring the good moments
in my last minutes alive.
dad kept his trust in me,
when he went away,
made me promise not to use it,
"for protection," he would say.
but when dad died in iraq,
his gun still on my shelf,
i knew he'd rather i rob a bank
than turn it on myself.
full moon out tonight,
blood red one, they say,
of all the nights for suicide,
today's the perfect day.
i cock the cold steel,
taste metal in my mouth,
when all at once my cell phone rings,
"munchies," by kottonmouth.
i put down the gun, and
dry my eyes,
'hope to don't ask
'can't tell my baby lies.
"hey," with a shaky breath
and a love that aches with pain,
because through good times and bad
she's all that keeps me sane.
she begs me to come,
as i put the gun away,
to talk to and hold her,
just like every day.
i agree, of course,
like i do every day,
but this time she knew, and
she won't let me die on my birthday.
Blog Category: Art and Photography
Playing (Music): nothing
Current mood: indescribable
Added on: 27/09/2007 09:03:02
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BEFORE YOU READ MY POEMS..
I AM NOT SUICIDAL. PISSED, AND IN LOVE, BUT NOT SUICIDAL. THERE, NOW READ MY POEMS.
BTW... I AM ONLY VENTING. MY APOLIGIES TO EMOTIONAL AND/OR SUICIDAL PEOPLE WHO READ THIS
Blog Category: Art and Photography
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Current mood: loved
Added on: 27/09/2007 08:46:57
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good advice from a friend
this was sent to me by skater punkette,
and i think you shoul read it:
> > GIRLS ADVICE FROM A COOL GIRL
> > then find someone new or just talk to her, i mean really and truly talk , and you just not lookin
> > at her chest. i mean , look give her a note telling her how you feel about her, take her out,
> > spoil her just . does she know you like her?
> > just spend time with her as a friend and if she takes it 2 the next level she likes you
> > take her to the park and have lunch or dinner, just one on one
> > and if she ask you why your being so kind (etc...) just reply you love her
> > and just see what she says
> > if it doesn't work there are tons of other girl i mean your so awesome
> > so her parents that you can take care of her
> > so her you care and your not just in it for sex
> > you have to take your time
> > don't go and make a move on her first date
> > Read This Its A guide
> > When a girl bumps into your arm
> > while walking she wants
> > you to hold her hand
> > When she wants a hug
> > she will just stand there
> > When u break a girls heart,
> > she still feels it when
> > u run into each other 3 years later
> > When a girl is quiet,
> > millions of things are running through her
> > mind.
> > When a girl is not arguing,
> > she is thinking deeply.
> > When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
> > questions,
> > she is wondering how long you will be
> > around.
> > When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a
> > few seconds,
> > she is not at all fine.
> > When a girl stares at you,
> > she is wondering why you are so
> > wonderful.
> > When a girl lays her head on your chest,
> > she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
> > When a girl says that she can't live
> > without you,
> > she has made up her mind that you are
> > her future.
> > When a girl says, "I miss you, "
> > no one in this world can miss you more
> > than that
> > When a girl is mean to you after a breakup
> > she wants you back, but she's
> > scared she'll get hurt and knows
> > you're gone forever
Blog Category: Romance and Relationships
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Current mood: thoughtful
Added on: 25/09/2007 08:18:19
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AND IT'S ALL NAKED IN PUDDING'S FAULT =)
SO I READ NAKED IN PUDDINGS BULLETIN ABOUT THE PARTY SHE WAS AT.... AND I CAN;T GET THE LAST LINE OUTTA MY HEAD!!! "WHY OH NO DAVID HOW CAN THIS BE" YOU ASK? LOOK AT MY MOOD...
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Blog Category: Friends
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Current mood: horny
Added on: 21/09/2007 08:40:02
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