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electronic vampire
hello all.
i know i havent posted in forever and a day but, i forget :()
i made a new profile on vampirefreaks.com its a good site for intel on goth stuff and good techno music. most of the bands are unsigned but w/e.
i enjoy a good goth electronica band. :))
other than that i met a boy i like. he's a nerd but i think hes kinda cute. his hands are sexy and, he's as lame as me concerning anime and stuf, so daz kewl.
we hd a convo about pokemon sailormoon and starwars all in 30 minutes, if thats not a future together idk wat is. lol.
b4 that i had been thinking about my former boyfriend. (from b4 i met boner). i missed him, but when i told my friends that they told me i was better than him and that i needed to get out more.
i've been writing some rly pimp poetry latley in english class. and no it isnt emo stuff, its super pimp Narci stuf.
:P
daz all for now, cept i read a book called brother to dragons companion to owls. it was fucking awesome!
go read it.
~!NL!~
Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): Seabound-watching over you
Current mood: wanna rave
Added on: 11/02/2008 17:39:49
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going juggalo hunting
yes tha title is a very bad play on words from tha icp song chicken hunting.
its that cuz im currently sorta stalking my friend boner. i havent herd from him in a hot minute and i still like and he is currently girlfriend less :)
okei i need to blog the fuck out of myself cas i havent for a superdy dooper long time. rite now i smell fucking awesoem im not quite sure what exactly it is but its bomb and if it were possibly i would tie myself up and rape me. mmmmmmmmmmmm.
oooooo. bondage+masterbation =O.o nvm.
lawl-rus
okei so skewl aint too bad i mean its tollerable. oh yea! wow i ddnt evn tell yinz bout my break up and here i am writing bout boner. dur.
morgan dumped me .... YAY! okei i did like him but his miss use of the L- word was pissing me off ad i ddnt kno how to break up wit him and then all of a sudden he was liek "we need a break " it was liek omggwa yay! he called me up and was asking me to go bak wit him but i was liek no thankies sir. lawl.
now he hits on my friend non stop and he "really cares" about her. *vomits*
idk. we've been doing poems in skewl. woot woot.
idk wat else to say rite now. um..... i got a vampire freaks account i am narcissisticlozer there as well but it looks not as kewl as dis page cas i ddnt change it, and also the profile is short but w/e.
more peace to ya
~!NL!~
Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): man in the box -alice in chains
Current mood: miss boner
Added on: 09/01/2008 13:32:11
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Shiny Bows and Crinkle paper!
Hullo, and Merry Christmas!
a great day to celebrate Jesus and everything else!
plus da presents roxor!
i got purple checked pants!
Watchyinz get?
~!NL!~
Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): even flow -pearl Jam
Current mood: holidayish
Added on: 25/12/2007 10:41:44
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the unacceptables part one contin.
walking down the hall with shelly on my back i thought about my choices. I could take out my peircings laser remove my tats, dye my hair, buy new clothes.....but i didnt want to. it was stupid, i was condemming myself for somthing as stupid as doc martins and flannel, but it seemed important. i thought about shelly who wore a lime green skull print hoodie even though her sister had been taken away for the purple version. i couldnt deny everyone elses bravery, i couldnt shame myself like that. i was being stupid. 'but it wont be bad' i thought 'this is america' i guess i forgot about world war 2.
the audtorium looked painfully bare, always it had had backrounds props or posters dotting the stage and walls but now it was frightningly sterile. the drama teacher was sitting at her desk backstage trying not to look at us as we filed in. i saw half of her cast from last years musical talking in the front row. more than eight more were scattered through out the crowd. forty one kids were in the room. i saw the band and art rooms had been emptied as i walked to an empty pair of seats.
i set shelly down and waited in my seat for whatever was going on. i like to prettend like i had no clue but i knew. i twirled the rings on my fingers anxiously, my classring suddenly seeming two sizes to big and pounds heavier. the red stone seemed dull and lifeless.
i popped in my headphones and stared at ms. jackstone. how would she put on this years show? i hoped she rememered this everytime she had to paint her own stage set.
finally an hour later 2 men in black suits walked in accompanied by our security guards and ten police men. they didnt say anything as they loaded us onto a school bus with grates on the windows and no emergency exits.
it was cold out and i was glad i hadnt gone to my locker earlier. i was wearing a pair of black tripp pants with pj's underthem, a wife beater, longsleeved tee, tiedyed shirt, a icp hoodie, and my big carhardt winter coat. i had my bag full of cd's makeup and a fishnet shirt. it had been one of those days i had decided to say fuck off to school and brought no supplies. i grbbed my leather fingerless gloves out of my pocket and put them on. No heat on the bus.
Blog Category: Writing and Poetry
Playing (Music): alice in chains- man in the box/would/noexcuses/ downinahole
Current mood: my back hurts
Added on: 06/12/2007 10:31:59
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if you ever love me
so i just finished watchi triston and isolde. i hated the ending. why do we care so much about these love stories. why do we torment ourselves with something that never seems to end well.
though out the centuries love has killed people, destroyed kingdoms, and ruined many a life.
people have killed themsleves, and others. betreyed family and friend. renounced religions, and other loyalties.
i've seen people cheated on and divorced. i've seen people give up on their familys. I've seen peoples sanity shaken, people doubt themsleves, people never trust again.
and yet..... i have seen those same people pop in a movie, and open a book all about what screwed them over. i've seen them watch that horrible ending and hate it because it ended like their stories.
i've seen them sigh and wish they could close the book before the last chapter, end the movie before the climax. but you cant and i dont know why.
theres no way around it. no escape from the captivation. and i know i will make the same mistakes again.
so.... if you ever love me, protect me from it, or never let it die. and as sad as it is if that doesnt work. Lie.
~?NL?~
Blog Category: Romance and Relationships
Playing (Music): my mothers bitching
Current mood: contemplative
Added on: 28/11/2007 16:28:50
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