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and then there was one
man i miss the days when i wasnt parnoid. i miss the days when i could go to skool, and no matter who was absent have like 3 best friends to chill with. i miss logging on my lj, and hving like 4 comments. i miss ppl aim'ing me just to say hi, or inviting me somewhere. i mean i have friends, they just aint the same you know. i mean, i miss the kids who went to my middle skool, i miss us all being in a loop together. but when it came down to it, everyone was determined to keep in touch with everyone .... but me. now i know it sounds drastic, i dont mean to sound like theres a conspiracy, but y'know when ur out at the mall or the movies or sumthing, or ya go over someones house to drink and ya just stop for a sec and go, wait someones not here, and you think for like ten seconds, shrug and have fun w/out the mystery person. then like 2 days later someone knocks on ur door smiling like ur bestest buddies and u havnt spoken to them in like 3 weeks, and u try to b excited but all ur jokes make no sense to them and all theirs make none to u, and in the end u wish they'd just leave, and u forget them again? well i think i became that person, and i kinda hate it, cas when i go to my friends house and they give me that look that says 'oh fuck, shit how can i get you to leave, i dont feel like it rite now, its been to long' i feel ditched, and then i try to hard and end up laughing like a high person or i forget how to stop. well y'kno how ya also get annoyed when they keep coming bak, and ur like 'fuck u stalker' well sometimes u can justify the stalking
~NL~
Blog Category: Friends
Playing (Music): nothing
Current mood: reminisant and kinda sad
Added on: 20/06/2007 22:52:32
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I See It Right Through You
Gosh! so i go to a cookout thing at my cusins (which was trimendiously fun) and my cuz is all talking bout his mum since its madres day or w/e and hes bitching and saying how noone could have a sucky mum like his, and im like *coff coff* but w/e. i played Guitar Hero and blew somewhat, and played DDR and ddnt do as awesome as i can. :( DDR is my pasion, or at least one of them. im in the mood for LP so evryone go grab Hybrid Theroy and ROCK OUT!
~NL~
Playing (Music): Linkin Park
Current mood: way to warm
Added on: 15/05/2007 16:44:14
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Are you a rockstar?
so, today was take ur offspring to work day. Tis the day where everyone compares their spawn, and decides whether they are proud or ashamed of theirs depending on what everyone else packed up and brought with them. It howevr is a free day out of skool, and i am not used as a comparison as it seems hard to compare something to me, im just a here look i have one, kinda chixor. neway, my suject referes to what several children here at my mothers wrok (public skool) thought i looked like. at least two came up to me and said "are u a rockstar?" i thought it was cute and kiinda awesome since everyone just sorta calls me goth. little kids are neat even tho i nvr want one. lol, neway this is just an update incase neone does evr read this.
Playing (Music): public disease-dead end kids
Current mood: whatevr
Added on: 26/04/2007 13:16:36
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erase all the heartbreaks or chalk up another pathetic love story
So, whats worse than getting dumped by the person u love? getting dumped by the person u love like 2 or 3 times. oh wait, and continuinga friendship with them so u half to try and not let it bother u, and seeing my friends lip lock every ten minutes at the mall doesnt help either. i mena like im not upset about it in a way where u cry all day and stuff, but im upset in a way where u just sit there and say "fuck" under your breath.
speaking of liplocks, my friends, mini and geri (geris a chick) are going bak out. what happened was they started going out and evrything was awesome. like i was happy 4 mini he was all happy, and then she started hittin on other dudes, and supposedidly dumped him, an he was upset, now theyre bak out but shes pissing me off with her newly discovered emo self and the fact in the bak of my mind that shes gonna fuck him ovr ne minute. i gues im just jelous since she can have relationships and i just suck. w/e i have ddr and the internet, i dont need ppl. *slight sarcassm also slightly true* w/e ttul
oh and my grandfather died
Blog Category: Life
Reading (Books): daywatch sergei lukyanenko
Current mood: annoyed
Added on: 01/04/2007 16:52:43
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stuck
ok, so rite now legs are shaking involertarily which im pretty sure is actually considered a sort of sezuire. ne way so in russian class we are watching nightwatch (?????? ?????) and i have a bit of a thing with movies, and even books. i get so into them, like literally pulled into the movie, and i am in that movie, like i feel it, and we can only watch so much in a period at skool, and like its like im stuck in the movie. like i just feel rly weird all day and i cant wait to get bak 2 class the next day, i dont how how ima get thru the weekend. im gonna hafta rent the dam movies, i want to c daywatch 2.
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Blog Category: Life
Playing (Music): the distillers-the hunger
Current mood: anxious
Added on: 16/03/2007 10:49:29
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